apathy

feel so damn frustrated... why is it that every time you try to do something good people always end up criticising you?
i think i'm finally and unfortunately becoming like most goans: apathetic. i'm starting to give less of a crap. isn't that just wonderful? i'm so tired of almost all the people i have to deal with, i just want to run away.
is it wrong to not want to live anymore- to be indifferent to life?
one good thing happening in my poky little college: people are finally taking an interest in something. it isn't plus pts., its something far more important: the regional plan.
antestor and kari, u guys are doing a good job educating people. kudos to the 2 of you. if the xavierites get mobilised and actually do go for the morcha on the 18th, it will be because of your impassioned and tireless efforts. this week, you guys are my inspiration.
wake up and smell the exposed earth people!