experiments in futility

1. existence
2. having crushes
3. trying to assimilate every idea u have ever read or heard
4. having principles, standards that other people don't get

he he. so beside the fact that i feel like a hypocrite a failure and a disappointment, my life seems to be going rather well. how about yours?

man i can be such a depressing person!

NO! made up my mind t be better....will be better....will try to be better. or is that just anither experiment in futility?